｡◕‿◕｡ I'm Her Daughter ｡◕‿◕｡

When Mother's Day is just around the corner. I may talk/share a little bit about it. I just feel lonely. That's all. I really need someone to talk or hangout with. Someone really knows and understands me. Luckily I got her, my mommy, that always be there for me. When I feel hurt, I burst all my tears and she knows how it really feels when her daughter in hurt. Because why and you know. I'm her first daughter. :)

I was sick, she can't even stop taking care of me. I'm in pain. I'm loud. Cried all the times. Scratch her heart with my words that make her feel pain but never show even a little tears of her in front of me. I'm sorry mommy. For all my mistake that make you feel headache plus heartache. I will always love you. I'm your very first miracle that God gave it to you. I'm your daughter. Forever.

What I'm Thinking About ✖‿✖

Here I am again tonight and I hope I won't forcing my laughter and faking my smile(lol). Actually, I'm bored but I already planned since this evening to update this Blog of mine. I'm thinking a lot what I suppose to do after I finished my Ministry in Sib Terintidon. I added to my planned-list to continue my Theological studies after a few years from now(if God's will). Now I already planned to continue my studies wherever in Private College or Government School but at the same time, I will also do my ministry. Oh, God! I miss to be Worship-Leader. And I miss those adorable kids in my last ministry. I love them! I love my life since I be one of the God followers.

(Again, I speechless...lol)

But I realize that I always make lots of mistake. I keep hurting people's heart especially him. Well, I keep blaming and disappointed of myself because of this. Forgive me, God. Other topics(lol), I really can't throw away this precious habits of mine, HAHA. SHOPAHOLIC! My, my.. I'm so into this thing. I'd planned to buy new heels and cell-phone these days. And of course if I saw something that caught into my eye, I will buy it as long I have my KA-CHING. But mommy already thought me how to use money carefully. Whatever, she allows me because she knews that I'm less going downtown to shop2.

(Urmmmm...)

I also planned to brace up myself. HAHAHA. I know it sounds kinda weird but hey... Of course I'll look ugly when I put it on. But later, my teeth will be completely straight and perfect. I just hope something miracle will come to me on this May. And hopefully what did I planned comes true. I know it will! Especially to continue my studies and have precious life a long with God, family, boyfriend, and friends! God bless me.

                              

What Is Bright ;)

STILL HAVE LONG WAY TO GO~

The Mistake Of Mine

I know its wrong to post such a status to express my emotion on Facebook or wherever it was. Maybe some of mine were hinting a few or thousands of the innocent people out there. Well, sorry for that. From now on, I'll be less updating with this kinda social network stuff. What about this Blog? Hey, I'm updating the storyline of my life. Its not for hinting or hurting people ok :) I'll promise myself. Everything that I wrote on this Blog or that Tumblr of mine is only related to me. It is not wrong to share something with other people as long I'm not posting or saying that bad words or nasty stuff. But I'm kinda like saying that "Pissed Off" word when I'm in such situation xD HAHA. Well, that is me then. Love God because He knows who really is ME. Be happy and I Love You all~ God Bless :)

Hello, May ;)

Well, its May huh.. I thought it'll gonna be a good starter but seems it turns into worst that make me really cracked up! My my, everything that I planned in april's all ruined now May's gonna knocked me off too? (Speechless) I'm pissed off! May, please be good to me~ Even that .... already cracked me up, I'll never give up! May's suppose to be the best month for me and I know it'll be. PLEASE DON'T EVER DO SOMETHING STUPID BEHIND MY BACK x( TOLD YA... WHATEVER YOU'RE STABBING ME, BLA BLA BLA OR SOMETHING, URMM..DON'T EVEN CARE COZ GOD LOVES ME~ BE BLESSED.